I'm trying to do this daily. Mostly so I have something to look forward to as a way to release. It also helps encourage me to think about what happened and how I'm going forward with Somewhere, in small chunks, every day. I guess in a way, it's how I remember/honor those sweethearts.
All that said, tonight we went to Wal-Mart. Several things made me simply miss them. That's all. I'm not mad or bitter.
I just miss my sweethearts. It's hard to miss someone you never met. I do though. I really do.