tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6467144398880212707.post8288460813225190001..comments2023-05-23T05:23:54.548-04:00Comments on {insert.clever.name.here.}: AcceptDidgehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07958691156172299912noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6467144398880212707.post-27882879100802795262011-12-21T03:00:24.855-05:002011-12-21T03:00:24.855-05:00He does love you Ayla. I can't wait to get to...He does love you Ayla. I can't wait to get to talk to you more about life, because you've hinted at this before. You are lovable. I hope you know this. <br /><br />I love you.<br /><br />:)Didgehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07958691156172299912noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6467144398880212707.post-69406939212384290762011-12-20T02:30:56.109-05:002011-12-20T02:30:56.109-05:00i just can't even comprehend how to stop beati...i just can't even comprehend how to stop beating myself up over the things i've done. i can't accept that Jesus can forgive me if every single day i get up and my heart is in this place.<br /><br />i can usually ignore it, unless i'm tired or drunk or both, as happened in denmark and i sobbed uncontrollably with my head in rachael's lap, saying "Jesus doesn't looooove meeeeee..." and rachael replying, "yes, ayla, he does."Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02032610706061377834noreply@blogger.com